I am at my lowest. I thought broken heart can be fixed but I was wrong. My heart was alrd shattered into thousands of pieces, I can barely breathe yet I still can put a smile on my face bcs I dont want ppl around me to be affected by the negative vibes. I laugh when they laugh, I still can talk jokes w them, but my soul was not there. My mind wandered somewhere else. All my emotions are mixed up. Angry? Sad? Disappointed? Depressed? Man, idk what to feel. I thought we were okay but we dont. I hide all my disappointments bcs I dont want you to feel that I was such a nuisance. But I guess I am really a nuisance, right from the start.